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Well, I'm sitting here just reflecting on things, not really important things, just things.

On the 26th, Phil and I will be together for 2yrs. I have never been happier. I feel guilty sometimes for being so completely happy. I see people around me that are not happy, some are doing something about it, others seem to be stuck. I feel like I'm a reminder of what they used to have, and it makes me feel badly. I guess I want everyone around me to be as happy as I am.  I also get worried that maybe I'm TOO happy. Like I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop or something. i see one of my friends in particular, not happy in her marriage, and I get scared sometimes that someday, Phil and I will be like that too. She didn't start out unhappy, I can remember when she was. Phil assures me that we won't end up that way, unless we let ourselves. I know he's right, but I guess I'm still scared. That's normal right?

All I know is I'm happy, I love him, he loves me, I can see myself having his babies, and us walking down the isle one day.

For our anniversary, Phil and I are going to Niagra Falls. It should be nice, (better be nice, for the price!!!!)   We're both pretty excited. It will be so nice to be alone together. Haven't had too much alone time lately. (we're NOT eloping, my mother would KILLLLLL me)

Anyway, guess that's it.